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Top 10 Reasons To Date A Page: By Don Burke

1. We like it on the floor.
2. Our cannons are long and worth the burn.
3. We're always tie-ing each other up.
4. We know all the shortcuts and still take our time.
5. Special orders don't upset us.
6. We're used to being in a cage.
7. It's our job to go ALL the way and back again.
8. We always have a Whipping Post near by.
9. It's a good thing when we come right away.
10. WE GET PAID to do it all day long.

 I got home yesterday after being in D.C for 3 weeks. I was working for the US house of Representatives as a page (highschool intern). Those three weeks were quite possibly the best experience of my life thus far. I miss working in the capitol, rayburn, longworth, cannon, and senate buildings. But even harder than that, I miss all the other pages and the stuff we did together. It is shocking to me how greatly different people affect and change you as go through life, even over a three week time span. Equally amazing is how things turn out completely opposite from what was anticipated.

"give your dog a bone, yo, he's hungry"

Don't Panic

Think Deep

Currently playing: Funk Me Tender, Cleopatra, LFO, Hanson, All Saints,  TLC, Hoku, Jordan Knight, G love, String Cheese Incident, Shock Headed Peter, Modest Mouse, 311, sublime, The Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas soundtrack... (i seriously have gone through all of those and more just today)

so my entire saturday and sunday was spent cleaning- no, GUTTING- my room...and im not even CLOSE to being finished..ya gotta sort through the closet, under the bed, in the drawers, in the piles along the walls...i havent  given my room a good gutting since last year- and even then i was greatly distracted by my cleaning helper...so it doesnt really count

its crazy though- ive come across things that have struck memories from every single chapter of my life thus far..

a lot made me smile or even die laughing -like finding old notes or old pictures or  cds i used to love- i definitely popped in some old school music and danced around my chaos-stricken room..!!(but i felt ashamed afterwards...) whereas i tossed other more insignificant parts of my life away without a second thought even though  at one point they meant a great deal to me.  then there was that stuff that made me very sad to sort through because i wish i could go back to those times....and well, i cant

but thats life

anyway, ill be happy when this gutting thing is all done

and im very excitedly looking "FURTHER" for what is to come

Currently Playing Shockheaded Peter: A Junk Opera (1998 Original London Cast) By The Tiger Lillies, Martyn Jacques see related

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"I always saw best when my eyes were closed."

-Tom Waits

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so last night sucked

me and jessica were on our way to starbucks and right next to the Y, after the intersection, this van had slowed down in front of me and stopped and so i did too and i was thinking..why isnt this car going anywhere?? when all of a sudden we were thrown foward and the airbags exploded on us and my thoughts became clear but chaotic at the same town..I  remember hearing jessica scream and i remember crying and feeling like my entire face was detached from my skull- i definitely had a panic attack..and i remember asking if it was my fault between my sobs..thats pretty sad when im in that much pain and im freaking out about what my parents would do if it had been my fault..but it wasnt.  it was however one of the scariest and my painful moments of my life.

i looked over at jessica and said "you look like paris hilton."

so i was really shaken and couldnt chill out or stop crying and  then the lady who hit me came up to my car and opened the door and told me i was fine and to calm down and i was okay and it wasnt that bad and her car was fine and didnt have a single scratch and she started laughing- that really made me angry and unable to calm down bc i was in copious amounts of pain and she had just freaking hit a stopped car- i had every right to flip out for at least a few more minutes... PAY ATTENTION NEXT TIME asdna,ehp.23

jessica called the cops and my mom bc i couldnt speak or stop shaking..before i was taken away in the ambulance i whipped out my camera and took a picture of me and jessica in the car...i was really delusional haha i still kind of am actually- especially on all of these pain pills and muscle relaxers...oh and when the cops were asking me questions, my uncle from new orleans called and was like "hey guess what im doing, im eating some amazing pasta that someone left in my fridge and its soo good and the person who left it (thatd me me) only had like 2 bites" and i said yeah..i just got hit by a car..kthanks. ha

at the ER they ran some xrays on me and did a catskan but no brokeness...my left hand fingers are jammed, my wrists have scratches and burns, my head has some knots, my face is really raw and burnt and scratched up- especially the right side- and my top lip is busted.. it hurts a lot but the swellings gone down. but i keep getting head aches and fainting...

 what sucks even more is when i go out in public and see people i know and they are afraid to ask what happened..they just stare at it while we talk..

but yeah i stayed home from school today- jan did too for half the time- we watched Clueless and when jan left i had a grand ol time just chillin..and stuff. tonight i went to see AIDA... it was nothing short of amazing!!! everyone needs to go see that! i got chills and i definitely cried my burned and swelled eyes out-but it was jolly great fun nontheless.

oh yeah we are still going to new york now- yay?

see you kids tomorrow at mboro jazz fest

*edit* my mom drove jan and me to school this morning since jans car is totaled and what not...and on seagull road, some child (male species) rear-ended us!!! UGHH what are the odds? jan was in the front and she was freaking out probably bc of all the stuff i told her about my wreck..but it wasnt as bad as me and jessicas at all but it still sucked and shook me up a little..the thing that really pissed me off was that it should not have happened-  seagull road is a giant stretch of stops and pauses and we got rearended at probably around 15-mph..maybe more..i dunno - oh get this

 I FOUND OUT IT WAS BECAUSE HE WAS TOOLING AROUND WITH HIS FREAKING SUN ROOF

asjkdhakhel rraawwwrrrr